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Poochies.



Saturday, October 31, 2009


Another death.

This week sucks. Everything happens so fast. Poochies is gone. It's not that we're incapable of hey caring for them. It's just that, we took Poochies and Princess in too early. The point of time when they needed their mother's care the most.

I was sleeping when aunt started screaming. Woke up, ran out, seeing Poochies gasping for air.
GASPING FOR AIR, WITH HER MOUTH OPENING AND CLOSING FOR AIR. I cried while holding her. Looking at her struggling to live. It's just a harrowing experience. I knew something was going to happen. Went in with aunt, calling vetenerian clinics like mad people. Went out, and there she was, in Brother's hand. Gone. ): All of us were affected so badly. Brother was just plain shocked. Poochies died in his hands. Mum came home asap, and could'nt bear to even look at her. Mum had been feeding her instant milk these few days. Having to create a close bond these few days, mum cried as moments she shared with Poochies was something so special and now it's gone.

Poochies, would always be in our hearts no matter what. I'd never forget being with her, seeing her die like that. It would always be vivid in my mind. I really love her and she'd always be my Poochies.

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UUUUUUUUDDDDDDDIIIIII .



Thursday, October 29, 2009







Recent webcam session with dearest Udi.

This guy here, is one hell of a joker. Caring friend, and always a listening ear for me.
I'd miss you lah, damn it. ): Oh well, no worries. You'd always see me around, watching you and making faces at you. Imma spyyyyy! LOL, EH UDI?

And Udi goes , "Ehhh, mak aku masak beefsteak tau semalam."

I'd miss you dear friend. Love ya loads.

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Princess.



Tuesday, October 27, 2009


Princess died today.

Only Haru knew how shocked I was and how hard I cried upon hearing the news. There I was, crying in the middle of KFC, not knowing what to do. Rushed home and all I see was her dead body.
All of us, were deeply affected. Even Aunt rushed home, from work. Laila, my sister? Thought we were joking about it, when we told her, after school. When we swore on what we said, her expression changed, she became quiet and she cried. Really bad. Broke out hearts man. Haru knows. Met Mum and Aunt, buried Princess properly. Haru, Aunt and I dug a hole with all our might, to bury Princess. Buried her, said our last goodbyes and well tears rolled down still.

No matter what happened, she'd always be remembered by us. You might think im melodramatic and all exaggerating but...those who once lost a pet or something they really love before, would understand. Gahhhhhh. I miss Princess. I want her back. But well all know that it ain't happening. Maybe its just not our luck to have her. Or it was not her luck to live. ):

No matter what, she'd always be our Princess and would always be remembered and loved.

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Adorable Poochies & Princess!



Sunday, October 25, 2009


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Did'nt feel like updating about yesterday since all of you roughly know what happened. So yeah, stayed home whole day, watched television. Played with adorable rabbits too. Haru finally saw them and gosh, he used only one of his hands to hold them? Like wow. He liked Princess better since Princess did'nt move much when he held her. Haru saw the rabbits at my corridor. Wahhh, he get so many opportunities to be near my family yeah. *Suker ah Haru, kembangs*. I just super love my rabbits lah. Damn damn cuteeeee! Gosh, my face is so the natural in the pictures mannnnn.

Anyway, let's end this post with a veryyyy veryyyy veryyyy happy note ;

HAPPPPPYYYYYYYY FIRST ANNIVERSARYYYYYYY HUNNNEYYYYYYYYY !
I can't believe it has been a year since we have been together. Yeah, so many conflicts surfaced in this one year that we have been together. You have been patient with me and endured those times when I get all mad at you. I enjoy being with you and keep thinking of you, whenever I do anything. These manyyyy manyyyyy years to come, I really want them to be spent with you.
I know you want it too, hunney. Once again, HAPPYYYY FIRST ANNIVERSARYYYYYY HUNNEYYYYY! I DEEPLY LOVE YOU, I DO!

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ORCHARD, A place to burn your feet.



Saturday, October 24, 2009










Orchard with siblings, aunt and Kak Fitri her friend. Shopped at Far East, while aunt , Kak Fitri and sister, went for a manicure and pedicure. Sister just sat and watched while enjoying herself talking to crappy aunty and Kak Fitri. Bought myself a tee, and two pairs of earrings while brother bought himself a shirt and a belt. Sister bought a dress. Stopped by Esplanade, watched performances. Proper update tmr! Wonder why so many people are asking me to tuck in. Oh well, goodbyeeeeeeeeeee.

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HOT HOTS! YOUCH!



Tuesday, October 20, 2009












Holllllaaaaaaaaaa.
Pictures above shows the outing Haru and I had recently. Watched Imagine That and the movie was great! Heartwarming and hillarious, really. I was ignoring Haru trying to hug me and stuff in the cinema as I was too engrossed in the movie. RECOMMENDED MOVIEEE! Had a great time, with him. Until.....at JP. Gedebang. Habes, hancur. Not his fault, it was mine. Lucky you're a smart ass and slipped of the chain. :D Overall, obviously the outing was great. You know, I know lah bie? AND WOAHHHHHH. PICTURES OF HIM , MADE ME MELTTTTTTTTT! ~

Anyway, results sucked. Sucked badly, like badly bad bad. I don't think students across the level did that well either. It reflects on how much we have learnt aiitttteeeeee people. Let's just say I passed Literature and Mother Tongue WELLL for now. The rest, are all down down down down down. Damn arse. Anyways, I'm looking at his picture again. *MELTS* He's treating me pizza hut tomorrow. Yessaaaaahhhhhhh, baked rice weeeeeeeee! Till here then. Byeeeeeeeee.

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Happy Birthday Aunt !



Sunday, October 18, 2009


























Here's our outing to PULAUUUUUU HANTUUUUUUU! Went there to celebrate aunt's birthday. Travelled there by boat owned by my uncles. Was a whole new, fun and scary experience! I was at the edge of the boat! Water currents were so strong that we were almost wet, sitting at the front of the boat. Swam at Pulau Hantu. Bummer, low tide. Water height, waist length. Cool or what? So people who dive during low tides, are idiots. Played hopscotch/hopskotch.(how the fuck do I spell this?) I was joker of the day. They kept laughing at me. Damnnnn it. Played with P.P! Who? P.P->A NEW ADDITION TO MY FAMILY, MY RABBITS! Poochies, and Princess. They're such adorable and smart animals. Seriously! Now, due to swimming, I have sunburns. Oh fucks. That's about it today. To end this post, here's just a wish for my dear aunty whom I love alot.

Dearest Aunt,
HAPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAYYYY! I know your birthday was not as perfect as my birthday, which was made perfect by you and Mum. Being there with us, I hope you enjoyed our company. Okay, wait. Since when did you feel bored when you're with us eh? *winks* But still, you know that I realllllyyyyyyyy wish that you're birthday would be a much better one than what you had today. Wish that you would get happiness and achieve good in anything that you do. Achu, you're the greatest aunty that I could ever have! I don't know what I'll do, without you. I love you, dearest Achu! I love youuuuuuu and HAPPPPYYYYYY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY! ~

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