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Sunday, January 3, 2010

Holla.

2010. Simply do not, bring me any good. Suffered for like the whole 3 days of 2010, at home. Endless fights. Okay, these fights are all happening because of me. I just wanna be treated like everybody else. It's just that it's hard to convey a message to people who don't really understand us, due to their age gap with us. Yes, call me stupid. I'm just a teen growing up and still finding myself. I do not have the knowledge and experience in life you guys have. I just hate the way others get to be treated. I keep asking myself, why I'm not getting the freedome thay have. I just wish, they could switch lives with us for a moment, to understand why I've reacted that way. I'm simply an impatient person. No matter how hard I try to calm myself down, I just can't prevent myself from opening my mouth to defend myself when someone hurts my feelings. I simply do not think, when I'm angry. I just scream my lungs out, cos seriously. I'm an impatient person. It's something that I've been since young and it's hard to change the way things are with me sometimes. I still can't believe I had the courage to raise my voice at you guys that much. Then again, neither do I feel regret nor upset that I got a slap from you along with it. See, I don't care if your older or what but if I'm angry I'd give you hell. Guess that's what you guys have been feeling since both of you were just waiting to swing those hands at me. We'll see how 2010 goes. I really don't think I'd change much. 2010, would be sucha fucking NICE year indeed for me.

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Monday, June 8, 2009

Haruuuuu Dear. When will you be back, hunney? Really am missing you loads and you can so check that with my friends. Especially Tharshini. Wonder if she gets bored listening to me repeating myself.

There's another day of lit camp tomorrow. Somehow, I don't feel like going. Sorry, for my lack of enthusiasm, but I'm just not that into it. Keep daydreaming most of the time. Filled with fatigue, after a day of it mannn. Seriously. I HATE THE DURATION OF THE CAMP AND SOME OF THE GAMES. Due to some reasons. Koko was very enthusiastic about the camp, seriously. It's fun to be with her, and also Jasmin and group. Though I slept right after I got home, I still am feeling sleepy now. Dumb camp, having to make me wake up early, during the holidays. Greatttt, or what. Oh yes, I miss my bestfriends alot. Mawwadah, Mimi, and still you Koko. (: You guys are really great friends! ~

Ohhhh well, JP Mc at 8 tmr. Just hope I can reach there on timeee, since i'm not an early riser. Gahhhhhh.

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